Hey again!....
Wow just finished HIP HOP lesson at California fitness with my sergeant....damn damn good...haha shaking my (or rather lack of) bon bons...man the pple in the class were good....the steps were damn hard....haha can see all the first timers dropping out one by one....me and my sergeant were the only 1st timers that lasted to the end....and BETTY! haiz...too stupid already haha...she blurted out that she had been there b4 and they din let her take a free 2weeks pass and she got chased out...haha...sorrie dear...next time u go there and act blur ok?
Spent the past week in camp cause we had range...so it was like wake up at 5am and go shoot shoot until 12am the go back to sleep...haiz hectic week....and damn damn disappointing...ok was like a series of shoot lasting for 3 days....so to pass we need 28 shots out of 56...and to get marksman badge and 200 bucks we need 45 shots....so the first was stage B which was tactical targets....supposedly the hardest section cause there were funnie targets with holes in the middle haha when the bullet goes thru the hole its not counted....for that i topped the charts suprisingly with 11 out of 12 shots....the next was night shoot which duh was at nite in total darkness...ok this was hard as i have abit of night blindness to was like finding the target b4 can shoot haha....got relatively ok 16 out of 20 shots
the last day i need 18 shots out of 24 for day shoot to get the 200 bucks....so went and got full grade for the first 4 rounds of 3 shots each....12 down and 6 to go....haiz....thats when the trouble started....i got damn nervous i was shaking....then i missed a shot....got demoralised and by the time i got to my final bullet i had 17 shots.....so the final shot i took a deep breadth and squeezed the trigger....to my absolute horror the bullet missed!!!!!!!!!!was i i felt the bullet went rite thru me man....shit was like that bloody 25 cent bullet made me lose 200 bucks and the shiny badge man!!!!!!!!!argh.....44!!!!!haiz....
Dunno was damn deprssed i immediately went to the canteen and bought an ice cream....ultimate comfort food....didn't work much though....darn finally somthing i tot i can do properly in army and i mess up.....no chance to reshoot also haiz....i feel sooooo stupid ok....dunno lar....i'll suffer this humiliation forever...its one of those things u'll remember forever ok...
well life has to go on i guess....hope i get something out of ippt then...haiz now have to work for a sliver to suck more money from SAF...dunno whether can or not....goin to workout more to try for that lar....
well pls post ur comments....consolation much appreciated...haha....hope i recover from this depression soon....
Well nites....gymming again tomorrow...

Almost marksman
Leo
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